Somewhere,
​there is a writer.

while trauma has stunted potential, creation evolves in new ways as this artist works to summon a new world and new ways of being within it.

still daydreaming about emergent
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Amanda Fremmerlid models the 3 of Leaves, representing unity & connection on a purple heather sweater with a snowy background.

The Patella Tarot comes in a sturdy two-part box with 7 mini booklets for guidance and notetaking, a sharpie, an oversized 78 card deck for a fun sensory experience, as well as 15 placement cards to aid in the interpretations of 3 unique spreads designed to be used with the Patella Tarot.

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THE BARD OF 2022 Challenge

a pure act of unabridged chaos, in the interest of creative endurance and growth, I will be doing my best to make a song, sound or poem for everyday of 2022. I do this to give myself hope, joy, freedom and help strengthen the creative pathways in my mind to reinforce Project Process as part of my healing journey.  I also do this to express myself without judgement and shame, to reclaim bad days and make them something tolerable for myself, to express boldly, wildly the aches and screams within my heart; something honest to the world.

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(if you dare)

PAiNthYrArYa · Finding Hope in Chaos Alone

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Project Process started as an ambition to heal PTSD publicly, through live streamed writing on Twitch in the 2017/2018 era of Paint. Ultimately, it was determined that this was detrimental to the process. The prelude to this "project" and "process" is that when I was 42,000 words into a novel I lost the capacity to write due to a sexual assault that involved activating the creative centers of my mind, my story telling ability specifically. In combination with my autistic experience of the world, this radically altered my capacity to mask, work on long form writing or engage in complicated communication. However, my pursuit of healing has been relentless.

​The Patella Tarot became one avenue of creativity to express and transmute trauma into a magical weapon of love. However, with every imperfect work of art, every scream into the darkness, every piece of poetry I am resisting the world which almost robbed of my words and my life. Not just because of the Near Death Experience in my Assault, which is affirming to my spirituality and personal faith, but also in the aftermath of my trauma, wherein I almost gave up my life due to the overwhelming weight of navigating PTSD in a capitalistic and disjointed world.

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Thank you to everyone who has supported me and encouraged me to rise into my fullest and most true self.

Always Remember
​You Are An Artist.

My Pronouns:
he/him - as dictated by my dreams & the goddess who supports, oddly affirming
they/them - interchangeable with he/him, broadly inclusive of my multi-faceted self & gender
glit/glitter/glitterself - for people who enjoy neo-pronouns and want to be extraordinary

I am a polygender (meaning, "many genders") nonbinary trans mad disabled autistic witch.
I am the sole authority on my experiences.